Anthology 3

• You have people to support you, andami dami nila. Im left with a few that even doubt me. Where am i going to get the strength, the will to live? You have everything, friends, a new person who provides you happiness, kahot saan ka tumingin, magiging okay ka kasi may sasalo sa iyo. Ako, the people are the ones who make you feel alone. I want to tell you about my day, but i cant. I want to talk to you about something, but i cant. I want to laugh with you, but i cant. I want to cry with you, but i cant. I want to celebrate with you, but i cant. The universe is telling e that I could never be happy. Never. Might as well die while the wound is still fresh.
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  You told me you wanted me to suffer, you got your wish.

anthology 2

• Hey, good fellow. It was good while it lasted. We made mistakes, we made bad decisions, this is where we go down. We can't carry the weight anymore partner. This love that we have for her, its not enough anymore. We love her so much, but maybe she found it with someone else already. We just cant live with that in our head everyday. It makes us lose sleep, lose appetite, lose our will to live. And we did. We lost it. It was fun beig with you, old friend. Its time to end this story. They will all get through with it. After they bury us, it wont matter anymore, we wont come back. And we know thats what they want. Let's give it to them.

  Goodbye, Dwight. 21 years of ups and downs. I will miss you. Hope we arrive to the place that we should be.

Anthology 1

Hello. This is so hard. She's already happy. I have decided. Twenty one years are already enough for me. Enough to have experienced almost everything. This feeling, this feeling is already eating me up. I'm losing sleep, paranoid, haven't been eating well. I just want to rest, to have a peace of mind. My love isn't enough anymore. People cannot accept that everything changes, that I can change. Sarah, i love you so much, for all eternity. But, now, its not enough anymore. I am ready to sacrifice everything for you, to give us another chance, a last chance. But I guess, you found somebody already while I'm stuck here dying. Don't worry about leaving me devastated, I already was, when you said "No", I was already dying. And now, I have decided. This is my decision entirely, no one should be blamed. I've already accepted that you will never be able to love me anymore. So be it. I know taking my life would be a big thing, but its actually something that I could pull off, with all of what I have said, of all of what I told you. Just let me tell you my final words, and then I'll be on my way. Its already been more than a month, I just want to end my life to end all of my suffering, as well as the suffering of all the people that know me and that I know. It will be hard to accept at first, but I know everybody will get over it. A lot of people didn't even remember my birthday, so why would my death be any more different? I'm giving you all the peace of mind you all deserve, and my exit would provide just that. Be happy everyone.