Anthology 1

Hello. This is so hard. She's already happy. I have decided. Twenty one years are already enough for me. Enough to have experienced almost everything. This feeling, this feeling is already eating me up. I'm losing sleep, paranoid, haven't been eating well. I just want to rest, to have a peace of mind. My love isn't enough anymore. People cannot accept that everything changes, that I can change. Sarah, i love you so much, for all eternity. But, now, its not enough anymore. I am ready to sacrifice everything for you, to give us another chance, a last chance. But I guess, you found somebody already while I'm stuck here dying. Don't worry about leaving me devastated, I already was, when you said "No", I was already dying. And now, I have decided. This is my decision entirely, no one should be blamed. I've already accepted that you will never be able to love me anymore. So be it. I know taking my life would be a big thing, but its actually something that I could pull off, with all of what I have said, of all of what I told you. Just let me tell you my final words, and then I'll be on my way. Its already been more than a month, I just want to end my life to end all of my suffering, as well as the suffering of all the people that know me and that I know. It will be hard to accept at first, but I know everybody will get over it. A lot of people didn't even remember my birthday, so why would my death be any more different? I'm giving you all the peace of mind you all deserve, and my exit would provide just that. Be happy everyone.