pain

Wikipedia defines pain as "an unpleasant sensory and emotional experience". 

You know, this feeling sucks. Pain. Its there when you scrape your knee, its there when you get shot, its there when you fall down the stairs, its also there when you lose hope on love.

I see what's happening. I should've known better. It hurts when you know you have no control over what's happening. It hurts when the only thing you are fighting for, is being taken away from you, a chance. Maybe, if I didnt tell her, if she didnt know that I love her, the pain would be less. But I have told her, she already knows. Its like skydiving, loving the thrill, but forgetting that you didnt wear your parachute. Falling and falling, just waiting for the moment you feel the excruciating feeling of hitting the ground.  Or a disease, slowly killing every part of your body until you're paralyzed, unable to move, begging the disease to kill you but it wont. I never thought that the pain would hurt this bad, its like its slowly eating me up, until there's none left. I want to shout "KILL ME NOW! END IT! PLEASE JUST DO IT! PULL THE TRIGGER! MAKE MY HEART STOP, ANYTHING TO MAKE THIS PAIN NUMB!!!" 

There's a remedy for almost every pain, there's betadine for knee scrapes, there's surgery when you get shot, there's a cast for broken bones from falling down the stairs...

but there's no cure for a broken heart.

-dwight