You're heart is racing. You're sweating cold sweat. But after all of those subside, you realize, it was just a dream, a bad dream. But what if its not a nightmare, you'd think its a nightmare, you'd just wish it was only a nightmare, but it isn't. You feel it. You see it. You'd shake yourself awake, pleading that everything that is happening is not true, but it is. You cant get away.
I painted you a picture just so you could understand what I am feeling right now while I write this. I wish this was just a nightmare, a bad dream. No way this could be a bad dream, I pinched myself three times, its legit. Maybe, I want to believe this is a bad dream because I just cant believe what's happening right now is true. I cant accept the fact that the war is almost over, and I'm losing. Chances are winning are low. Attempts to fight are futile. I just cant seem to win. No matter how I try, I cant prove that I'm better.
Will someone please wake me up?!
-dwight
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